Nature was an unpredictable, wild source with magical qualities. It felt like the only thing she could truly trust and not be disheartened by its unfolding. Some days the landscape remained the same canvas to her eyes for many days at a time and she found herself searching for the smallest differences, the tiniest change and these small movements would bring a sense of divinity, and she would smile. She was relating to the things around her and the dynamic gave her courage to find a way of silently responding to this mysticism.